Saturday, October 23, 2004

I love NOTHING days!

I have done nothing all day and it has been wonderful! I slept in until noon, finished reading another book and have been daydreaming about how to spend my holidays. [They don't call it a vacation, here.] Around 2:00, when I finished my book, I wandered into the study to check my e-mail and see what has happened on the other side of the Atlantic (I read Krissie's site daily, along with other favorites). To my surprise, her journal entry was a message to me, "Please send e-mail with number so that I can call you!" It made me chuckle. We chatted this afternoon - I'm afraid we chatted for much longer than we should have, but is was so nice to talk that I didn't want to hang up. We used to talk everyday, multiple times a day (and that was BEFORE we became roommates!) - I miss you, K!! All-in-all, it was a very relaxing day.

Tomorrow I am going to London. I was thinking about Canterbury, but the weather was so nasty today and at least in London, there are lots of places (out of the rain) to explore. I'll save Canterbury for a nice (i.e. dry) day. Tuesday is my day-trip to France - Yea!! I'll probably spend Wednesday or Thursday at school trying to get myself organized. And, Friday morning I leave for my tour of Wales - :) !! I should have lots of pictures by the end of the week.

I watched "A Night With Rod Stewart" on BBC1 tonight (that's the second-most exciting thing I've done today). I'm such a lazy bum!

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

Just in case you didn't know...

I'm a bitch! Or at least that's what I was told today in class. It doesn't phase me, really, I've been called a lot worse. He did it in a quiet classroom, just called out "bitch" because he didn't like the way I was handling a particular situation his friend was involved in. I had a sneaking suspicion it was him, but didn't have proof, so I played it cool, moving on with the lesson. When I made mention of the comment in passing to the class, he was one that started questioning and just wouldn't let it go, "... Do you mean when I coughed, Miss?" After about the fifth time, I sent him into the hall. As soon as I got out there, he said, "I said it. Don't get the other boys in trouble." So I asked him if that's what he called his mother or his grandmother? By the time an administrator got to the class, he was already starting to change his story. Weak little prat! This is why I am pissed... I've been called a bitch before, but never did the story change. Two administrators stopped me today to investigate the situation saying that the student says that he "just coughed" and that I mistook what he said. I am a twenty-eight year old woman who KNOWS the difference between a cough and the word "bitch," it was clear and it was loud. There was NO coughing going on in that room and some snide little prick thinks he can get out of calling his teacher a bitch in a classroom! Arrggg!! Hell, if you've got the guts to do it why change your story at the last minute? Did you really think you could get away with it? Have you gotten away with it before???

That wasn't the end to my day. Let's just say that something metal came flying at me from across the room in my last lesson. Call me a bitch all you want, but don't try and cause me physical harm. Hell, if you're going to do that, then BRING IT, don't hide behind the rest of the class!!! The joke at my old school was, "go ahead and hit me, it'll give me some time off from this place!"

(In my head, I keep seeing Kirsten Dunst and that stupid movie, "Bring It On.") I've got too much aggression built up right now. I need to go find a wall to climb or something physical to do. Sex would be nice, but sadly it is not a possibility at the moment...

If I spend all of my time complaining, I'll just put myself in a horrible mood, so I'll leave things on a positive note. I had an observation today that was not-so-horrible. Of course, as someone in the department said, "that observer is always positive." I know she may have meant it as encouragement, but that kinda took the wind out of my sails as far as feeling good about what the observer had to say... Oh well, only two more days before half-term!! And, boy do I need it!!!

Sunday, October 17, 2004

Happy Days Are Here Again...

I can't really say that the "skies are clear again" because that just doesn't seem to happen much this time of year in the UK, but I am feeling much better (both physically and mentally). I have spent a lot of time this week on the phone, probably doubled the number of calls I've made since August, but sometimes you just gotta reach out and touch... Ya know? I've tried to keep myself from feeling too lonely here, but I've been on a downward spiral and it finally hit hard this weekend. My grandfather went into the hospital early in the week and had a pace-maker and defibulator put in to his chest. He's fine, but it made me realize exactly how far away I am right now. I caught a nasty British bug that knocked me on my ass for a few days. I'm better now, but those are the times I wish I was in familiar territory - I know the right drugs to buy at the store to get better, I know the good television programs to watch when I am laying on the couch and bored, I can hop in my car and run to the store without it taking much work (instead of packing a bag with an umbrella and rain coat and trekking into town), I also have a box of movies that I like to watch when I am bored or sick, but they are in an attic in Tennessee... You get the point...

So, instead of feeling sorry for myself, I have spent the weekend thinking about Holidays and vacations and trying to prepare for this trip to Wales. Today, I bought good trekking shoes and a larger pack. And now I have a list of a few smaller items that I "need." The most important being flip flops for nasty hostel showers. In December there's a bus tour that leaves from town and goes to Brugges. The French assistants (Catherine and Claire) and I are talking about joining that tour. It's only one day, but I've never been to Belgium before... Then, there's a Half-Term break in February, which I may have some company that week, can you say "Krissie and Andrea take Paris by storm?" I am also looking at a big trip in March (I have 18 days between Winter Term and Summer Term) and there's a company called Contiki that has these GREAT itineraries: Barcelona, Nice, Florence, Rome... I can't remember them all, but it sounds wonderful!! They are a little on the expensive side, but it includes all accommodations and some meals... Can't hurt to look (and start saving now!) In May my parents are talking about coming to visit and they've mentioned an interest in visiting Scotland. That leaves the summer, which depending on what happens I may or may not be packing a suitcase to head back to the States... Either way, I have found a tour of Morocco that I am just dying to join, so I may have to stick around long enough to travel to Northern Africa... Lots of ideas, lots of possibilities, who knows what I'll actually follow through on there's a lot of time between now and the end of July.