Long lost friend

That's how I've been feeling lately. Unsure of myself. Unsure of my life. A little bit lost. Who knows how things will work out, but there's still time for all of that.

I've been home for a little over two months now and I haven't posted a thing. Mainly because dial-up sucks and it takes too long. but also, there hasn't been a whole lot to write. My life has been pretty dull. Well, not really, but there hasn't been anything significant to write about, so I keep putting it off for another day until two months have passed and I hear complaints, "You haven't posted." And all I can think about is that there's really nothing to say.

I have decided to stay in Tenessee for a while. I've been working part-time for a temp agency. I've decided to take a break from teaching, at least until I can get a full-time job and not get stuck substituiting. You know how bad kids can be to subs...

This is my third trip to Charlotte. I love seeing all of my friends, but I am not ready to commit to moving back. There is something stopping me and I can't seem to put my finger on it.

I am rambling. I seem to do a lot of that lately, just not online. Dial-up sucks.

I miss old friends. I miss old crushes. I miss my old life. But two years later, will things ever be the same?